Swamped

I am swamped with notes and stuff!!
I'm sorry I don't have time to do commissions at the moment. TT___TT
I'm also really sorry for taking forever replying to your messages/notes, but I'm currently busier than ever. I think I'm more than a month behind with thanking watches and let's not talk about the deviations and journals I should check... These days most of my activity on consists of checking whether I have any life-threateningly urgent notes and taking care of my group submissions.
Do you remember when I said I might have been able to draw despite being busy? Well, it's not working. I can't draw. 8D;;;;;

Pandora Hearts. I have read Retrace 89 and idk. The whole Echo-Noise-Doldum-Doldee thing is so bizarre and overly complicated I refuse to try to think it through, let alone theorizing about it. I'm beginning to understand why people lose their patience with Pandora Hearts and drop the series... XD; Anyway, I'm actually really happy we finally get some explanation/backstory about Echo/Noise, though I must admit Echo is not a favourite character of mine. I don't dislike her, in fact I do like her, she's just too much of a kuudere for me. Also, Vincent Vincent _Vinceeent.
I haven't been reading/watching much anime/manga lately, only a few chapters of Gin no Saji and I'm following Magi, Kyoukai no Kanata and Kyousou Giga of the currently airing series. I can't get into Kyoukai no Kanata and Kyousou Giga. Kyoukai no Kanata is simply meh, Kyousou Giga is better, but there's something about it that reminds me of FLCL... It's too hectic and random and jumpy, there's this girl running around with her huge-ass hammer in a bizarre world ruled by a buddha, a demon and a priest and they actually have the same parents or something and they are all trying to find their parents and that's the story.
If I weren't going gaga for Magi, I'd say I'm "growing out" of anime/manga. But I also have the unhealthiest unhealthy fangirl obsession with Sinbad. He's the new Roy Mustang for me or something.

Oh yeah, and both of my packages arrived a couple of weeks ago. I now have this with this and I love them so much.
And I also got this just a day after my PH pack was delivered. I'm actually not particularly into figures and stuff, but I find tiny figurines and keychains pretty adorable.

In other news I'm very stressed and depressed, but I guess I have learnt how to smile and laugh to make others believe I'm happy and everything is alright. It's not as bad as it may sound, but you should know that talking to people online about stupid things and fandoms mean a lot to me. I know it's a form of escapism and all, but it's my main source of fun. It helps me get my mind off of stupid real life matters.
I'm also having trouble sleeping. I often feel very tired in the evenings, I'd actually have time to draw then, but I'm so tired I can't see properly and have no energy to do anything productive. I often just listen to music and relax.
I get home, eat and do some shit and then I'm just like







lol.
When I do sleep, I have these nightmares and shit. I actually like having them though. Saturday morning I had a dream where I was at work, we went to a park with some of my co-workers where I met some people (a woman with her son who was about 10 and a middle-aged guy - they all looked like typical characters from a movie) and then it all turned into a zombie apocalypse (even though I hate zombies). The woman was bitten and the guy quickly took the kid to his car and ran over her. And then I woke up. Which kinda sucks, because it was exciting.
Anywho, I'm feeling a bit funny, sorry if I'm not making any sense. I caught a cold again, my nose is runny and tears keep flowing from my eyes (freaking cold always gets to my eyes). And I actually started writing this journal entry about 2 weeks ago, but haven't got around to finish writing it until now pnsxjksdhadgaw...
Now I'll go and try to work on something. Most likely Pandora Hearts or Magi. Hope you guys had a good week/weekend (and Thanksgiving in America) last week.

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Updated "to do" list:
Expressions meme with Ed Elric (forever pending)
random Magi things are in progress
77866554 random fanarts of Pandora Hearts - always work in progress
Pandora Host Club - idea

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